Monday, December 13, 2004
hmmm was blogspot still laggging ? wonders why my bloggie got popups again .. thot i removed it .. it was super irratiting .. i think ple not so stupid to click ok also hor ... tml going interview with yenlynn for a restaurant.. very scared wor ... dunno hard a bit but pay seems to be high ...
hope can get a nokia7270 buy new adidas shoes.. my converse shoe the design so old le .. feel like pungsai-ing today farted quite a no. of times hehez... whenever i'm scared i will stomachache.. so i think tonite better go pungsai 1st juz incase tml scared...
if only i was thinner many things would be different.. but nvm i'm working hard at it.. but it doesn't seems to succeed ... very san xing ... see like no difference ... somemore these few days face alot pimples ... somemore my facial wash finish le and can't find ... the shops say that 1 no order coming in ... haix ... i want to buy alot alot clothes if i really can slim down ...
my dad asked where i went .. i didn't want to tell him and i told him is none of his business ... wad a dad i have .. he doesn't contribute to the family .. but keep borrowing money from my mum and others ... ple r scared of him ... perhaps my unbalanced family is causing me to feel worst about myself ... i sleeps with my mum and always depend on her .. now on my friends ... i didn't know wad to do with myself .... i feel lost when i am alone ... i'm so afraid of wad ple will say me .... i always felt that they r laughing at me ...
