Monday, February 14, 2005
yupxx .. so its valetines today ~ christin ask me if i wanna work 6-10 ~ i of cuz didn't want haha ...
something upsets me tonite ... he didn't send me home .. though it was late ...
i finally understand something ~ he's nice to every1 ... sending ple home wasn't anything special to him .. saw his neoprints ... there's juz too much gers around him ~ tickling was usual to him ..
i wasn't any1 special to him .. no contact got contact no diff ... haiz ... shouldn't always depend on him so much ~ .... didn't really felt like sitting beside him .. so i was ok sitting with yen ... but linda suggested a change .. cuz she knew i want ... yeah i did wanted it ... but it didn't seem much diff sitting beside him n yen ... i wasn't happy during the movie ... talked to him last nite ... perhaps talking to gers is usual to him too ... didn't really got lots to talk .. all i felt was shy ~ ... so i guess i shouldn't develop tat little bit of feelings for him bah ... guess i would be silly tat way ~ really felt like buying a shoe for him ...but my mum say buying shoe = asking ple to leave .... felt really safe n secure with him ~
sian tml still need to work .. guess i be stopping at end feb ...
