Saturday, April 23, 2005
oh gosh ... i missed him so much when i wrote e letter on tue ...
posted it to him .. he received it on thur ...
friday went out ... going to simlim ... b4 passing by his school .. i thot it wun be so qiao so see outside his school ... well actually got 159 but i din take .. i wan to go yck ... so in e end really so qiao met him .. saw him with 1 malay boi n 4 chiobus .. din feel like toking to him .. was quite shy ...
felt weird seeing him yest ... well was supposed to meet him today .. he told me he might cancel it .. mabbe .. so i thot 80% would be going ... so i woke up din wan to eat .. cuz thot later go out can eat le ..wait till 2+ .. no call no sms .. something was wrong .. he cun be still sleeping .. msged him ... he say not goign ... din know wad to reply .. but all i know was my stomach is very very hungry so i went to cook .. disappointed ...
i told fate i miss him .. so fate allowed us to meet .. but fate is always playing a fool on me ... now going to 4 .. im still waiting for his call ... hoping he still wanna go .. chances now are 0.1% ...
updating cs now .. 98% .. seems like 2%takes 1/2hour .. now very giddy ~ duno y ... juz now accidenatlly fell asleep .. now giddy ..
yest lex was wonderful ... he pei me go simlim ... bought mx310 .. $53 ... barracuda $43 ... sehniser $69 .. left $40 with me now =(
n i juz burnt my pc radeon 9600 .. still could cs few days ago .. but keep cocking up .. play abit too long will black out / auto restart ... juz now tis morning tried .. can't go in cs anymore ...
juz now ... couldn't even on my pc .. e windows graphic was abit spoilt .. so i could sense something wrong .. within a sec .. it hanged .. no choice i off it ...
haiz ... e things i bought i used less than 1hour then tio taiji le .. so suay ... oops saw him online .. din know wad to do now ... duno y both of my shoulders are aching now .. my hair is going to be messed up soon ... bathe few hours b4 .. dun bear to tie it .. i was hoping still can go out later ... 99% now .. haiz .. so long haven seen yen... so long haven buy my bag n clothes ...
