Friday, April 29, 2005
yest worked e whole day .. was quite successful din make any mistake... afternoon no biz .. but at nite got 4 tables... shocked me ... had to take orders n explain e food to them .. well its e last day im working ontop .. sat closing le .. then im going jobless after 6may ...
wed was lester's bday ... intended to celebrate with them .. but they din call me ... i ate at akvavit with mingjing n wanqi .. i still owe wanqi $4.50 ...
cried a second ago ...
wed afternoon.. went to play time crisis with phelen ... twix tok to me a moment ago .. i told him i was afraid of losing my frends... everynite i would try my luck .. open e letterbox to see if i received my np appeal letter ... i aint got friends in mte . not a single one... i really wish to go ece ... oh twix told me lester nv broke up with his stead at all.. their relationships 5years le .. haha im so silly n easily bluffed ...
wed afternooon ... went into yishun funland to search for him ... i knew he was there .. my strong sense .. i scanned e crowd for very long ... finally saw him .. stood infront of him for like 2mins ... he nv look up .. tony told him ..he look up after some time ... he juz looked at me .. no words no nothing .. din ask me to join them neither did he ask me y am i in yishun ....
10+ while on e way home ... i msged him ... asking y he din look for me ... i waited for his msg since 8+ ... he din msg me at all .. if it was last time he would find me after his game .. he din call me to play with them for quite some time le ....
i din understand y im so sad over tis matter .. it seems to be a big blow to me tat he wun go sakura on monday ... i wish he would go ...
haix tml duno going out anot de.. yen nv reply me ...=( i wan to get lots of thing .. but i only got 30bucks with me hehe .. sian feeling giddy n moody now ... bye all ...
