Thursday, November 17, 2005
Todays nov17 which marks the 4th month of our relationship, however it seems to be a dreadful day.. tis is the 2nd time i quarrelled wif long ..
1st i woke up 1hour later than i should , so i arrived 1hour late for class ..but the teacher din know tat i was late for so long .. when i reached my fren ask me go hand up my homework .. so i did .. then when i was queueing up she suddenly ask " has any1 seen weiwen ? " then i say " teacher i here ! " so she gave me a 1 on my attendance instead of a 0 , haha actually late 30mins = absent , but i tyco .. then i go class 5mins i hand up work can go le ! cuz she say its good and i dun need to make any amendments ! so i went off wif them to eat ~
5days din see my long .. so i took a cab and find him ! i kept joking tat i din love him and i made him jealous , in e end we ended quarreling when i refuse to tell him something ... i knew tis time was my fault but i din wan to say sorry cuz i thot he would give in to mi again tis time .. he always gave in to mi and i took it for granted .. we ended up not talking and b4 i left i only gave him a sad face hoping everything would be all right .. but it din seem so ... everytime we quarrel i would feel damn miserable cuz its always my fault ...
on e way home , my mama called mi telling mi she would be late home tonite and ask mi to eat dinner myself but i din have e mood to go and buy dinner .. long's papa called to ask if we needed dinner but i din wan cuz i thot mama would be buying for mi .. now i wondering if i should skip diner or have instant noodle for dinner .. but my kor made a mess in e kitchen and im lazy to wash it for him if i need to use e pots .. HAIZ ....
hmm seems tat wcg has started but i din got a chance to go down and see cuz of studies ba .. tml got a 3hour practical again .. i hate it have to mill a piece of alumimum bar and im so scared of machines its so big and its a invidual work so sad ...
