Tuesday, September 05, 2006
wen : Have u ever have e feeling tat tis guy : u r very sure tat
u'll be spending e rest of yr life with him ?
wen's heart : yea i do n im very sure he is e guy .
wen : then y r u always shouting at him ?
wen's heart : sometimes i dun mean to shout but juz tat
i lose my temper easily . small things like if he ask 2nd
time i would lose my patience n shout at him ..
wen : so when r u gonna cherish him ?
wen's heart : 1 day if he no longer loves me ...
wen : y do u always quarrel wif him ?
wen's heart : its becuz of e lack of trust he have in me ...
wen : y do he love u so much ?
wen's heart : i duno but he definetely treats me so well
more than a princess ..
right now hes ignoring me le ... well must be something i do wrong again
not sure whether we will be together at e end ...
but my head n hands hurts now ... heart hurts more though ...
whenever i say i feel like jumping down my flat n end everything ..
i juz dun have e guts ... i know u will be very sad if i do so ...
i tried cutting my hand but i juz dun have e guts to do tat ...
* wishing u were at my door step rite now *
*sobs*
