Wednesday, June 13, 2007
Dear Blog,
I have alot of things to tell u =)
Its all about u
Do you know 9 more days, i can't see u every monday - fridy already. i duno why but its been affecting my mood lately.
Today i told you that someone is interested in me, and u told me that it will affect your work. the reason is cause im leaving and i wish u to take more notice in me, everytime u look dao towards me and u dun wish to tell me anything.
I just found out that that guy has a gf and probably intend just for a fling. neither am i interested in him.
These few mths/days many things happen, and of course i realise that you are the guy whom treat me the best. i nv say i wun give u a chance, but many things have happened, and i scared im no longer clean. and even if we are together, things will not be the same anymore, everything will be u giving in to me, and i dun wish to have such a relationship and im scared im dirty.
I stayed back in office today, soon we will not be able to see each other.. veryvery soon, and i wonder when can i see u again if i leave here. today went lunch with u, if you see this u should know why. it was a fun lunch just like what we had in the past.
Continue at home, i kept crying.
